March, 2

Today is a day when our group is on duty. It means few of our guys are to help college workers, and our class tutor are to catch those students who are late. Those guys who help, don't study, of course. And I was one of them.

Boys were to help getting rid of piles of snow. Masha and I were to help a worker in the clockroom, taking and giving back students' overclothes.

After two hours of work the boys were freed and were able to go home. You can't get snow away all day long, can you? But Masha and I were to work 'till three o'clock (it's time when sixth lesson is over and most of students go home).

During the day Masha and I were talking and having fun. In our college there isn't one damn minute without somebody demanding to have his/her overclothes, so we couldn't just sit and read a book ot do nothing. Apparently, after about three hours we started to get on each other's nerves. I believe, it means we are not so good together if we can't communicate longer than a day. And that's true. Masha and I are collge mates but nothing more. Even Oreshik means more to me than Masha does.

Maybe, I didn't even remember our uncomfortable relationship tomorrow if it were not for one more reason. After lunch we were told that one of us could go home if she wanted. Now, I should mention that Masha had a guitar lesson at three o'clock, and we all knew about it. She even said she was going to go at quarter to three in order to be on time at the lesson. Well, it's obvious that she couldn't go home even if she wanted to, because she had a lesson. But I had nothing at all. I was free to go home. But would Masha allow me? She said to a woman who suggested this idea, that if one of us would go home, another felt offended. Well, listen to me, you asshole. You can't go home because you have things to do. I'm free, so I can go home. And we have a permission to be free. Is it fair to keep your mate with your only because you can't go yourself? We are not best friend. I don't feel like wait for you or help you 'till the end of the day, so we can go home together. Do you understand you are being unreasonable? I wish you do, but it's obvious that you don't.

Today I understand that Masha is a two-faced person. Actually, she have said herself few time but I just too kind to believe immediatly. I needed a proof to understand it. So I got it.

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